point

less

or

ful?

as is frequent,

i'm getting tired, and i need somewhere to begin.

spiralling

I'm waiting
For my moment to come
I'm waiting
For the movie to begin
I'm waiting
For a revelation
I'm waiting for someone
To count me in

Cos now
I only see my dreams
In everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on
Everything that I love
Cold like some
Magnificent skyline
Out of my reach
But always
In my eyeline now

(...)

I fashioned you
From jewels and stone
I made you
In the image of myself
I gave you
Everything you wanted
So you would never know
Anything else

But everytime
I reach for you
You slip
Through my fingers
Into cold sunlight
Laughing at the things
That I had planned
The map of my world gets
Smaller as I sit here
Pulling at the loose
Threads now

(...)

Did you wanna be a winner?
Did you wanna be an icon?
Did you wanna be famous?
Did you wanna be the president?
Did you wanna start a war?
Did you wanna have a family?
Did you wanna be in love?
Did you wanna be in love?

I never saw the light
I waited up all night
But I never saw the light

When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling

family

quando se junta um monte de gente desse, com esses sorrisos abertos desse jeito, não tem como não sorrir de volta.

aí somos os meira, com um dedinho de betmann, e larry misturado também. família cheia de dentes - e de energia.

amo demais

i'm

flowers.

feliz

blood

flowing freely through veins,
life pulsating,
agony and bliss,
horizon and free falls

i love living.

some

things are just meant to be.

problem is, sometimes we can't discern them from those that aren't quite but we wish were.

long time no see from me around here, and there i come back with cryptic messages... guess it couldn't be different, since i am cryptic to myself above all...

good to be back, though