oh,

yes.

she'll still keep her distance.

a one which will go on indefinitely

up until...

up until.

[damn, there's no answer!!]

i

would very much like a shoulder to cry on right about now.

i don't know exactly why.

i never did.

never do.

loss.

maybe?

some part of my own self that used to be lighter.

and -right about now- is too heavy to go unnoticed.

it has its weight variances...

it will get lighter.

i know.

but the now in which i find myself,

the now which is my present truth,

bears me down.

light is upon me, in just a few hours.

i guess i'll just wait for it.

and act on it.